Unwanted

Unwanted. Have you ever felt like that? Like no matter what you do or say, no one is going to care and no one is even there for you? It's kind of a sucky feeling. You feel like you don't matter to anyone, so why even try? Well, I kind of have a cure for that. You just have to think of the future. As hard as it may be for you to comprehend, someday, you will mean the world to someone. It doesn't really matter when, but it will happen. And the funny thing? There's probably already someone out there longing for you to notice them and you don't. I get insecure too sometimes. It's human nature. Somedays, I just feel like the ugliest human being ever to walk this earth and I know it will never get better and I'm going to die alone BLAH BLAH BLAH and those rants go on for days. But it's cool cuz, no matter what happens, someone will love you someday and you will love them. Do you know how much life you still have to live as you read this? You have places to go, fantastic people to see and amazing people to be with and guess what? There is someone out there perfect for you. Everyone has an opportunity to be great, and all you have to do is try. Whatever your dreams are, you can't reach them struggling slowly day to day, wishing for a better life. Be yourself, no matter what people think of you. Eat as much as you freaking want, because out of all the things people can be, mean, rude, annoying, fat isn't the worst one. Take risks: Go on that roller coaster you've always wanted to try, but never had the guts. I promise you won't die. Replace those hateful thoughts with positive ones: If you really can't stand even looking at your hair, maybe your eyes are really pretty. Focus on that. Talk to people: You know, it is okay to be the first to text someone. Maybe they were waiting for your text too. Say the wrong thing. It's better to speak up and be heard than wonder what would have happened had you spoke up. Make mistakes: You are human. Fall in love: You will get back up. And you never know. Maybe it will be fantastic. Laugh until you cry. Break rules: You only live once.

LIVE. 

Because life is amazing, but precious. 'Yolo' isn't something to take lightly, you do only live once. So just live.



And remember, no matter how down you are, the best thing to do is smile. You never know how many people's days you can make when you smile. I hope I made your day today.